A Long Break (一个长的假期)

Hey Dear Bloggy,
I am having one long break for almost four months. Currently enjoying my holiday in Sibu at my boyfriend's hometown. Seems like i'm getting used with the life in here. Nevertheless, something huge have happened during the time despite of how much i love to stay in Sibu, i had to leave on the end of the month back to my hometown in Sandakan.
During the time, my sister and I have been into a fight and now a cold war. She doesn't like the fact that i went to Sibu, Sarawak without telling her. Then due to some conversation on facebook between my godsister and her, the condition has turned sour. I do not expect that to happen but well, sometimes, there is a time where we can't decide our choice and i still wanted to be with him.
Sometimes i wonder, for so much i give, if it is all worth it? After all, the different surroundings the different environment and culture, I know it is a huge thing to give for me but i still like him.

As for my sister, i really hope we get sorted out soon, i don't really want to be in a fight with her. I know she always want the best for me but in a meanwhile, i am too wanted to find the best of my life. As for my godsister, i hope she doesn't feel sorry for whatever that had happened on facebook. -sigh- I don't like argument and i never know how to sort out one, anyway, wish me luck for the remaining days in Sibu then.